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Bangalore Choir — On Target: They Had Everything Except Time

There are records that arrive at exactly the wrong fucking moment. Bangalore Choir’s “On Target” is another record to add to those lists.

Released by Giant Records in 1992, “On Target” had the voice of a former Accept frontman, two guitarists carrying the DNA of an obscure but excellent 1980s hard-rock band, a rhythm section that had already come through another major-label act, production from Max Norman, and songs connected to people such as Jon Bon Jovi, Aldo Nova and Steve Plunkett.

This was a band assembled from musicians who had already spent years trying to make it.

Because the story of “On Target” isn’t really “here’s another forgotten hair-metal album.”

It’s the story of what happens when talented, experienced musicians get another shot and the world changes just as they’re taking it.

The lineage is the story. Start with David Reece.

Before Bangalore Choir, Reece had already won the musical lottery and discovered that winning the lottery doesn’t necessarily mean you’ve won.

He became the American singer chosen to replace Udo Dirkschneider in Accept and recorded “Eat the Heat” in 1989.

But “Eat the Heat” became controversial, the Accept experiment ended, and Reece returned to Los Angeles.

Instead of giving up, he started again. And Reece didn’t simply recruit random musicians.

He found John Kirk through the Guitar Institute of Technology in Hollywood. Kirk had previously played with Curt Mitchell in Reno band Razormaid. Mitchell joined.

That’s already a hell of a musical family tree. Then came Ian Mayo and Jackie Ramos.

Both had been members of Hericane Alice, the Atlantic Records band that released “Tear the House Down” in 1990.

Bangalore Choir’s management had also managed Hericane Alice, and the opportunity came almost immediately after Hericane Alice had been dropped.

So look at what you’re actually hearing:

David Reece — Accept
Curt Mitchell — Razormaid
John Kirk — Razormaid
Ian Mayo — Hericane Alice
Jackie Ramos — Hericane Alice

It’s absolutely a supergroup of experience.

And, more importantly, these weren’t musicians getting their first taste of the business.

They had already been through it.

The really strange thing about “On Target” is how much machinery was behind it.

Bangalore Choir played only a handful of Los Angeles shows before major-label interest arrived. Reece later recalled via the metalforcesmagazine.com that after around nine shows, the band had offers from labels around the city. Giant Records, distributed through Warner Bros., won the race.

Then Giant brought in Max Norman to produce. His résumé already included Ozzy Osbourne, Megadeth, Lynch Mob, Savatage and others.

The album also had Jon Bon Jovi and Aldo Nova connections on “Doin’ the Dance,” while “Loaded Gun” had Ricky Phillips among its co-writers.

And yet the album didn’t explode.

That’s the great paradox. The band had the musicians. The singer. The songs. The producer. The label. The industry connections. The look.

The timing should have worked. Except the timing didn’t.

And we are back to the seismic moment of 1991–92, when the musical ground underneath hard rock was moving.

Nirvana had detonated. Pearl Jam were exploding. Soundgarden were breaking through.

And then the record industry did what the record industry always does when it discovers something that sells.

It copied it.

The same machine that had saturated the Sunset Strip with interchangeable hair-metal bands now turned toward Seattle. Suddenly everyone wanted flannel, distortion, alienation and authenticity.

MTV changed.

Radio changed.

Labels changed.

The irony is that the industry eventually did to Seattle what it had done to the Sunset Strip: saturate the market with bands trying to reproduce the sound of the bands that broke through, until the movement itself became exhausted.

Bangalore Choir weren’t suddenly bad.

The market had stopped asking for what they were selling.

And that’s the brutal part of making it in music.

Music is a supply and demand economy. Talent isn’t enough. Hard work isn’t enough. Experience isn’t enough. You can spend ten years building something only to discover that the market has moved somewhere else.

Bangalore Choir got their opportunity. They just got it at the end of an era.

“Angel in Black”

And what a way to open the record.

“Angel in Black” immediately tells you what Bangalore Choir are.

Big guitars. Big vocal. Big chorus. Big fucking attitude. It’s melodic hard rock without apologising for the “rock” part.

Reece sounds enormous. There’s swagger and melodic freedom here.

There’s something familiar buried in the main riff too. It reminds me of the riff that comes after the chorus in Alice Cooper’s “Snakebite.”

The song had an interesting history too: it was originally associated with Autograph, with Steve Plunkett credited as its writer along with Jack Conrad. Their demo version was released on an Autograph anthology release.

“Loaded Gun”

An overused song title in the 70s and 80s. However this is the commercial punch.

It’s got some serious songwriting lineage around it. Written by Curtis Cuomo, Harry Paress and Rick Phillips.

Phillips is coming from a pedigree that involves “The Baby’s” and “Bad English”. He’s hardened and been around. Paress already had success writing for Vixen, including “Love Is a Killer.” He would go on to write songs for Fiona, Quiet Riot, Bobby Kimball and Steelhouse Lane. And then there is Curtis Cuomo. His name would later become much more recognisable when he appeared as a co-writer on “Psycho Circus” with Paul Stanley, plus on all the Paul Stanley sung tracks on the “Carnival of Souls” album.

So if “Angel in Black” introduces the band, “Loaded Gun” is the song designed to make the radio understand them.

It’s hooky, muscular and built around the kind of chorus that could have lived comfortably alongside late-80s Bon Jovi, Whitesnake or Def Leppard.

The song was pushed as a single and received trade promotion from Giant Records. The music video has since become a piece of pop-culture trivia because a very young Jared Leto appeared in it.

“If the Good Die Young (We’ll Live Forever)”

It’s one of those songs where the title sounds like something you’ve heard a hundred times, but the band sells it because the melody is stronger than the cliché.

“Doin’ the Dance”

This is one of the album’s most interesting tracks because of the songwriting pedigree.

Jon Bon Jovi and Aldo Nova are involved in the writing.

There’s groove. There’s melody. There’s attitude.

But it’s not their best track. It’s competent, commercial and perfectly engineered for the moment, but compared with “Angel in Black” and “Loaded Gun,” it doesn’t hit with the same force.

“Hold On to You”

The inevitable ballad. Co written by the band with Russell Miller.

The guitars become atmosphere rather than artillery, and the song provides the album with some breathing room.

“All or Nothin’”

This is one of the songs that reveals the band’s confidence.

It was one of the earliest songs written by the developing Bangalore Choir lineup, along with “Slippin’ Away.”

And you can hear that it isn’t trying to impress anybody.

It’s simply a band discovering its identity.

The riff is direct. The chorus is huge. The rhythm section drives rather than decorates.

And Reece attacks the vocal like a man who knows he has something to prove.

Which, frankly, he did.

“Slippin’ Away”

It’s a great piece of melodic rock. And the title is prophetic. Because things just slip away.

Eras. Youth. Relationships. Opportunities. And the musical culture that had created the conditions for Bangalore Choir to exist.

Reece has said via SleazeRoxx that decades later, “Slippin’ Away” remains one of the Bangalore Choir songs audiences know and sing along to.

That’s the ultimate vindication.

The industry may have forgotten the album. The audience didn’t.

It just took them longer to find it.

“She Can’t Stop”

An AOR gem about a lonely girl dancing under neon lights who can’t stop running away.

“Freight Train Rollin’”

This is one of the album’s hardest hitters. A great riff to kick it off.

The title tells you everything.

It’s movement. Momentum. Power. And the song doesn’t mess around.

I love the groove around the verse riffs. The simplicity is deceptive. Getting stuff to sound effortless is difficult.

“Just One Night”

And then the album closes.

“Just One Night” isn’t the biggest song here, and that’s probably why it works as the closer.

After all the swagger, sex, guitars and huge choruses, the record finishes without trying to manufacture some grand finale.

It’s simply another strong melodic hard-rock song.

And then it’s over.

Thirty-eight minutes.

Ten songs.

No filler marathon.

No desperate attempt to prove they’re the next Metallica.

Just a fucking good hard-rock album.

And then reality arrived.

Bangalore Choir had done everything right.

They had paid their dues. They had experienced musicians. They had a respected producer. They had a major-label deal. They had songs. They had management.

And still…

Nothing.

There’s a tendency to look back at bands like Bangalore Choir and think: “These guys just appeared, made an album and disappeared.”

No. That’s completely wrong. The musicians had been grinding for years.

Razormaid had been around since the early 1980s before “First Cutt” arrived in 1987.

Hericane Alice had spent years developing before Atlantic released “Tear the House Down.”

Reece had already gone through the extraordinary experience of joining Accept and recording a major-label album.

Mayo and Ramos had already experienced the major-label dream, and the pain of being dropped.

By the time these musicians stood together as Bangalore Choir, they weren’t beginners.

They were survivors.

You’re listening to musicians who had already learned how fucking hard it was.

And looking at where these five musicians went afterwards only strengthens the argument.

Mayo and Ramos moved into Bad Moon Rising, connecting them to Kal Swan and Doug Aldrich of Lion.

Jerry Best’s parallel Lion/Freak of Nature/Dio story eventually connects the same ecosystem to Mike Tramp, Dio and even Courtney Love.

Reece would go on to Sircle of Silence, Bonfire, Gypsy Rose and his solo work, eventually returning to Bangalore Choir decades later.

Mitchell and Reece would eventually revive Bangalore Choir.

The family tree keeps growing.

Here’s the beautiful part. The album didn’t disappear. It went underground. Collectors found it.

Hard-rock fans rediscovered it. CDs changed hands. People bought it on eBay years after its release.

And eventually a younger generation started hearing it without any of the baggage attached to 1992.

That’s the funny thing about music.

Sometimes the audience you were chasing isn’t the audience that eventually saves you.

“On Target” isn’t a lost masterpiece because it reinvented hard rock.

It’s a lost classic because it executed the genre extraordinarily well at exactly the wrong moment.

The guitars sound enormous. The vocals are killer. The songs are melodic without becoming soft. The production has the pedigree. The musicians had the experience.

And the album has something a lot of technically impressive records don’t: personality.

Could On Target have been a major commercial hard-rock record in 1987, 1988 or even 1989?

Absolutely.

But in 1992?

That’s the tragedy. The machine changed what it wanted.

That’s timing. And sometimes timing is the difference between a band everybody knows and a band people spend 30 years telling other people they should know.

Because Bangalore Choir didn’t miss because they weren’t good enough.

They missed because the target moved.

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The Lost Art of Melody: Paul Stanley’s Underrated KISS Gems From 1987–1992

Somewhere between 1987 and 1992, Paul Stanley quietly became one of the best melodic hard rock songwriters in the business. Maybe he already was the best.

While thrash bands were chasing aggression and hair bands were drowning in excess, Paul Stanley was still obsessed with choruses. Diehards accused him of selling out, but to the Star Child, how can you sell out when you are doing the same thing you’ve always been doing.

Writing great Choruses.

If you don’t believe me, go back and listen again.

“My Way.”
“King Of Hearts.”
“Heart Of Chrome.”

They’re hidden gems from a period people spent decades dismissing because KISS dared to sound polished during the peak of pop metal.

And that’s always been the crime in rock history… accessibility.

But writing massive melodic hooks is harder than writing heaviness. Everybody can down-tune guitars and write about darkness or about the things that should not be.

Paul Stanley walked a tightrope constantly, trying to write something memorable, without it collapsing into cheese.

“King of Hearts” wasn’t just Paul Stanley writing another song, it was Paul teaming up with Vini Poncia, the architect behind some of KISS’s most polished late-70s and early-80s material. Full disclosure, the 1978 to 1980 era from KISS is huge in Australia. In other words, I’m a fan of this songwriting team.

“She was just 19, but in her eyes she was old enough to know.”

Everyone remembers being young and thinking they had to grow up too fast.

Nineteen is an age of contradiction. You’re legally an adult, emotionally still assembling yourself, and already discovering that life doesn’t care how prepared you are. The lyric is telling us about experience. Some people accumulate years. Others accumulate scars.

“In her eyes” suggests wisdom earned through disappointment, responsibility, and surviving things a person shouldn’t have had to survive.

That’s one of life’s uncomfortable truths: innocence doesn’t disappear because time passes. It disappears because reality arrives early.

“We were caught between two city streets, like a bad dream.”

Cities promise opportunity, but they can also make you anonymous.

This line is describing limbo. Existing in the space between where you are and where you wish you were. You have movement all around you but no direction of your own.

We’ve all lived there at some point, psychologically. Between careers. Between relationships. Between the life we imagined and the one we’re actually living.

The bad dream is the feeling there’s no obvious way out.

“I’m the King of Hearts, livin’ in a fantasy.”

On the surface, it’s a classic arena-rock chorus. But underneath, there’s something more fragile.

The kingdom isn’t power, money, or status. It’s a relationship. His entire identity exists inside an emotional space created by two people.

And then comes the twist:

“Livin’ in a fantasy.”

He knows it isn’t permanent.

Love often feels like borrowing time from reality. For a few hours, or a few years, the chaos outside fades into the background, and the ordinary rules stop applying.

The fantasy is believing you’ve found somewhere the rest of the world can’t reach you.

It’s saying that sometimes love gives you just enough shelter to walk back into the world and face it again.

Give it a spin.

“My Way” paired Paul with Desmond Child and keyboardist Bruce Turgon, and that tells you everything about the song before you even hear it. Child was the master of arena-sized hooks, while Turgon was steeped in the melodic AOR rock world through his work with Lou Gramm, then Shadow King, and eventually Foreigner.

It is a song about defiance, self-determination, and refusing to surrender your identity to outside forces.

It is the anthem of someone who has reached the point where approval is no longer the currency they live by.

“Oh the heat is on / And my back’s against the wall”

Everyone understands this feeling.

Life eventually puts everyone in the same position: the deadline is impossible, the relationship is breaking, the dream feels too far away, the world doesn’t care about your excuses.

“I’m never gonna stop / I’m never gonna give up in the fight”

Every great transformation story has this moment:

The hero gets knocked down.

The world says: “Stay down. Accept your limitations.”

And the hero answers: “No.”

But persistence is misunderstood.

The successful person is rarely the person who feels inspired every day.

They are the person who decided: The fight is against the part of yourself that wants the easy exit.

“I’m gonna talk like I talk, walk like I walk my way”

The real battle is authenticity.

Every day people edit themselves: They soften their opinions. They hide their passions. They become smaller to fit into rooms. They trade truth for acceptance.

And eventually they wake up surrounded by relationships, careers, and identities built around a fake version of themselves.

The problem with trying to make everyone like you is that eventually you become someone you don’t even like.

The cost of authenticity is rejection.

But the cost of pretending is losing yourself.

“I’m never gonna run / I’m never gonna tell myself a lie”

Running away is obvious. But lying to yourself is the more dangerous enemy.

People don’t usually destroy their lives through one massive mistake. They do it through thousands of tiny compromises:

“It’s only temporary.”

“I’ll fix it later.”

“This isn’t really who I am.”

“Everyone else does it.”

Self-deception is the invisible cage.

The hardest person to be honest with is yourself because you already know all your own excuses.

“I’ve got the right to decide”

You cannot control, what people think, whether people approve, whether life is fair, whether you succeed immediately

But you can control your response.

Doing it “my way” is not freedom from consequences. It is accepting ownership of consequences.

That is why these kinds of songs endure. They are not really about winning. They are about refusing to disappear.

And people mocked albums like “Crazy Nights” and “Hot In The Shade” for years because KISS were “trying to sound contemporary.”

Of course they were. That’s what great bands do.

The irony is the same people who trashed those records now worship melodic Scandinavian hard rock bands who built entire careers recycling the exact songwriting formula from these albums.

The DNA is obvious.

And then came “Heart Of Chrome” on “Revenge”, the “serious” KISS album. The heavier record. The darker reinvention. Bob Ezrin back in the fold. Grunge looming over the horizon. Less lipstick. More muscle. More Demon. And Vinnie Vincent.

“Heart of Chrome” brought together Paul Stanley, Vinnie Vincent and Bob Ezrin. It’s a reminder that KISS at their best was never just one personality, it was controlled chaos with a chorus attached.

Yet it still carries Paul Stanley’s melodic fingerprints all over it.

The Chrome shines. It reflects. It looks beautiful. But it’s cold, hard, and incapable of feeling. That’s the accusation running through the entire song.

“Yeah, ‘til the day we met, I was cruisin’, I was doin’ fine.”

Every serious heartbreak costs you something beyond the relationship itself. It changes the way you evaluate people. It teaches you to hesitate where you once trusted. That’s why people don’t simply “get over it.” They become a slightly different version of themselves.

The hardest part isn’t losing someone. It’s losing the person you were before they arrived.

“Everybody knew you used me, but I was just too blind to see.”

Nothing hurts quite like discovering everyone else saw the truth before you did.

More often, betrayal is self-deception. We ignore warning signs because they conflict with the future we’ve already imagined. We defend someone long after the evidence says we shouldn’t.

Embarrassment lingers because it’s public. Heartbreak is private until you realise everyone else watched it unfold in real time.

“You told me lies about all that you feel. I realize now that nothing was real.”

When trust collapses, you don’t just question one conversation. You question every conversation.

Every compliment.

Every promise.

Every memory.

The mind becomes an archaeologist, digging through the ruins looking for evidence of what was genuine and what was performance.

That’s why betrayal has such a long half-life. You’re auditing your own reality.

The relationship ends once. The replay lasts until you’ve built a version of the story that finally makes sense.

“You took everything you could beg, borrow, steal.”

Most people think betrayal is about what someone takes from you.

Money.

Time.

Love.

The deeper theft is confidence.

You begin to question your own judgment. You wonder whether you’ll recognise the next warning sign. You become cautious, not because you’re weak, but because your internal compass has been shaken.

The irony is that the people who betray us rarely carry the consequences as long as the people they betrayed.

“Heart of Chrome” sounds like a revenge song, but beneath it is something far more familiar: the struggle to make sense of betrayal without letting it define you.

The real victory is reaching the point where they no longer occupy your thoughts.

Because that’s the final irony of a “heart of chrome.” Metal can’t feel. But the person carrying the anger still can.

Melody survives generations.

That’s why these deeper cuts still resonate decades later. And honestly, this era deserves reevaluation.

They weren’t just party anthems.
They were songs about ambition, loneliness, survival, aging, heartbreak and identity disguised inside arena-rock choruses.

And maybe that’s the real story of late-80s KISS. Paul Stanley kept writing gigantic melodic songs during a period where rock music slowly forgot how important melody actually was.

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TesseracT’s Nocturne Isn’t Just a Song. It’s a Question We Still Haven’t Answered.

On Thursday, 23 July 2026, I stood inside the Hordern Pavilion waiting for Karnivool, but if I’m being honest, I was just as excited to finally experience Tesseract live.

I’d heard plenty about them. I’d spent years with “Altered State”. But there are albums that belong in headphones, and there are songs that only reveal themselves when several thousand people are breathing in time with them.

They opened with “Natural Disaster”, and within minutes the room belonged to them. Then the unmistakable opening of “Nocturne” arrived, and everything changed.

For me, it isn’t just one of Tesseract’s finest songs.

It’s one of progressive metal’s defining moments of the last decade.

Because beneath all of that complexity sits a question so uncomfortable that it refuses to let go.

Can we save us from ourselves?

That’s the genius of “Nocturne”.

Most songs give you a villain. Someone to blame. A government. A relationship. A broken society. An enemy lurking somewhere over the horizon.

Tesseract turns the mirror around.

What if the plague isn’t outside?

What if it’s us?

Spend five minutes reading the comments on YouTube or Reddit discussions and you’ll notice something fascinating. Nobody seems to agree on exactly what the song is about, yet almost everyone walks away feeling the same thing.

Some hear climate anxiety. Others hear depression. Some hear a civilisation slowly collapsing under the weight of its own denial. Others hear a deeply personal battle with fear, addiction or grief.

The beauty is that every interpretation works because they’re all connected by one simple truth.

Human beings have an incredible ability to see disaster approaching while convincing ourselves we’ll somehow be the exception.

We postpone difficult conversations. We ignore obvious warning signs.We mistake optimism for action. We call it hope when, sometimes, it’s simply denial wearing better clothes.

“Denial’s an impairment of your fear.”

Most writers would tell you fear creates denial. Tesseract flips the equation.

Denial doesn’t remove fear. It weakens our ability to confront it.

The longer we pretend something isn’t happening, the more power we quietly hand over to it.

“False hope sells lies. I won’t buy.”

Every day we’re offered comforting stories. Everything will be okay. Someone else will fix it. Tomorrow will be different. No changes required.

The easiest thing in the world is to purchase another comforting narrative.

The hardest thing is accepting reality exactly as it is. Because reality is where change begins.

“Only on the brink can we see so clearly.”

History is full of examples. Businesses don’t reinvent themselves when they’re thriving. Remember Kodak, BlackBerry and the recording industry post Napster.

People don’t usually change while life is comfortable. Relationships aren’t repaired until they’re almost over. Perspective has an unfortunate habit of arriving late.

Sometimes we need to stand on the edge before we finally recognise where we’ve been walking all along.

And then there’s the ending.

Four simple words repeated over and over.

“Wake me up.”

By the final repetition it doesn’t even sound like singing anymore.

It sounds like surrender.

Maybe that’s why “Nocturne” has aged so well.

It doesn’t belong to 2013.

It belongs to every generation that believes tomorrow will somehow arrive without requiring anything from today.

Walking out of the Hordern Pavilion, I wasn’t thinking about odd time signatures, guitar tones or vocal ranges.

I was thinking about a single question that had been echoing through the room all night.

Can we save us from ourselves?

The unsettling part is that thirteen years later, it still feels like the most important question anyone is asking.

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The Labels Want Songwriters’ Rights, Just Not Songwriters Themselves

The article.

Chaos for Who?

The music industry loves to talk about artists.

It loves to celebrate artists.

It loves to hand out awards, sponsor songwriter camps, run social media campaigns about creativity, and tell the world that music starts with the creator.

Until the creator asks for something back. Then suddenly the language changes.

Now it’s not about art. It’s not about fairness. It’s not about creators. It’s about “chaos.”

The major labels and BMG have petitioned the United States Supreme Court to overturn a ruling that would allow songwriter Cyril Vetter to reclaim worldwide rights to a song he wrote more than sixty years ago.

And their argument is fascinating. Not because it’s convincing. Because it exposes exactly how the industry thinks.

The labels claim that if songwriters can reclaim worldwide copyrights under U.S. termination law, it will create uncertainty, confusion and disruption throughout the music business.

Chaos.

That’s the word.

Chaos.

Funny how the same industry that spent decades telling creators to sign away global rights in perpetuity is suddenly worried about fairness and stability.

The same companies that built billion-dollar catalog empires from contracts signed generations ago now want us to believe they are protecting the music ecosystem.

Protecting whom?

Certainly not the songwriter. The songwriter is the one who created the asset. The songwriter is the one who took the risk. The songwriter is the one whose work still generates value decades later.

Yet when a court finally interprets the law in a way that potentially benefits creators, the industry’s first instinct isn’t celebration.

It’s litigation.

The hypocrisy becomes even more obvious when you look at history.

Labels routinely tell artists that contracts are sacred. Deals are deals. You signed it. Live with it.

Except when the labels don’t like the outcome.

Then contracts, precedents and long-standing interpretations suddenly become flexible.

Then the legal teams arrive. Then the lobbying starts. Then the scare campaign begins.

We’re told the sky will fall. We’re told investment will disappear. We’re told the business will collapse.

We’ve seen this movie before.

Every technological shift was supposedly going to destroy music.

Home taping. CD burning. MP3s. Streaming. TikTok. Now songwriter rights.

The industry’s prediction record on catastrophe is so bad that “chaos” should probably be treated as a marketing term rather than a legal argument.

Because let’s be honest.

If a songwriter reclaiming rights after half a century creates disruption, maybe the disruption isn’t the problem.

Maybe the underlying business model is.

The labels argue that billions of dollars and countless agreements were built around the assumption that foreign rights remain permanently with publishers.

That may be true.

But an industry building its future around assumptions doesn’t magically transform those assumptions into justice.

There was a time when artists couldn’t own masters.

There was a time when musicians signed contracts they barely understood.

There was a time when labels controlled manufacturing, distribution, promotion and access to audiences.

That world is disappearing.

And perhaps what we’re seeing in Vetter v. Resnik isn’t chaos. Perhaps we’re seeing correction.

The most revealing part of this case isn’t the legal argument. It’s the language.

The labels describe the songwriter’s position as a fringe theory. Yet a federal appeals court agreed with it.

Creator groups support it. And the logic is straightforward.

If termination rights exist to give creators a second chance at ownership, why should that second chance stop at a national border?

Why should a songwriter get half the apple?

The answer seems obvious.

Because half the apple is still enough for the labels to keep the other half.

That’s what this fight is really about.

Control.

Not creativity. Not fairness. Not artists.

Control.

The irony is that the music business constantly tells young creators that ownership matters.

Keep your rights. Build your catalog. Think long term. Become an entrepreneur.

Until those same principles start applying to creators whose songs were written decades ago.

Then ownership suddenly becomes dangerous. Then ownership becomes disruptive. Then ownership becomes chaos.

The labels want everyone to believe they’re defending stability.

What they’re actually defending is a system that has benefited them enormously for generations.

A system where rights flow one way. A system where creators are encouraged to surrender ownership but discouraged from reclaiming it. A system where fairness is celebrated in speeches but challenged in court.

If the Supreme Court ultimately hears the case, the decision will affect far more than one song.

It will answer a much bigger question. Who does copyright actually exist to serve?

The corporations that acquired it.

Or the people who created it.

Because if reclaiming your own work after sixty years is considered chaos, perhaps the real chaos was the arrangement that existed before.

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Fender Wants Your Guitar Back

Fender has lost its mind.

It thinks it can copyright a shape, and call that “heritage.”

That’s corporate greed, pretending it’s preserving culture.

The Stratocaster body shape is not sacred scripture. It’s a guitar shape that entered the bloodstream of modern music decades ago. Pretending to own the shape now is like claiming ownership of the power chord, the double cutaway, or rock and roll itself.

And somehow this whole mess started with Fender suing an AliExpress seller in Germany.

The seller never showed up.

Fender won by default.

Then, suddenly, that default judgment became the foundation for a wider campaign. Cease-and-desist letters started flying. Builders, retailers and manufacturers of their own guitars using the Stratocaster body shape, found themselves being told that Fender now had legal proof that it owned the Stratocaster body shape.

Not a patent. Not a trademark. A copyright.

And that’s where things start getting ridiculous.

Because this wasn’t simply about stopping counterfeit guitars with fake Fender logos on the headstock. Most musicians understand that. Most builders understand that.

The company reportedly demanded that builders and retailers destroy their existing inventory.

Destroy it. Millions of dollars in manufacturing and research/development.

And then things got even uglier.

Fender allegedly wanted stores and manufacturers to hand over the names and addresses of customers who had already bought guitars with Strat body shapes.

The request?

Have those customers return their guitars so they too could be destroyed.

Read that again.

A billion-dollar corporation wasn’t just trying to stop future sales. It wanted guitars already sitting in people’s homes.

That’s the moment this stopped looking like brand protection and started looking like corporate intimidation.

And nobody likes a bully. Make no mistake, that’s exactly how this looks.

Then comes the inevitable question.

Why now?

The Stratocaster body shape debuted in 1954.

Seventy-plus years later we’re suddenly being told the shape is protected in a way that thousands of builders and guitar tinkerers somehow missed?

Think of EVH tinkering with a Stratocaster body, to come up with his sound and the Frankenstein look. George Lynch playing Charvel and then ESP’s that use the Stratocaster body shape. Hell, Lynch even makes Custom guitars right now utilizing the Strat body shape. Add to that list Kirk Hammett and his ESP guitars and every other guitarist that played a guitar with a Strat body that wasn’t Fender. All of the guitars are illegal according to Fender.

And let’s be honest about who’s making these decisions.

Fender’s CEO, Edward “Bud” Cole, is a Fender lifer. He knows the history. He knows the market. He knows exactly what the Stratocaster means to players.

Which means this isn’t confusion.

But here’s the uncomfortable truth.

Fender is no longer automatically the best guitar in the room. There was a time when the logo alone was enough.

Not anymore.

Today there are boutique builders producing instruments with better fretwork, better neck profiles, tighter quality control and greater consistency than many production-line Fenders.

We feel it immediately as soon as we pick up a guitar and within ten seconds we know.

No legal brief changes that. No cease-and-desist letter changes that.

The PR damage may be even worse.

Because Fender looks like the guy who arrives at the party after midnight, grabs the microphone and starts yelling at everyone.

Nobody likes that guy. Nobody respects that guy. And nobody forgets that guy.

The guitar industry has already lived through this movie. Gibson went after PRS over the single-cut body shape.

The courts ultimately rejected the idea that one company could permanently monopolize a broadly recognized guitar design.

That should have been the lesson.

Instead Fender looked at history and apparently concluded:

Let’s try it ourselves. Only louder.

And the saddest part?

Fender should know better. Its reputation wasn’t built by lawsuits or cease-and-desist letters or by demanding customer lists or threatening independent builders.

It was built by making great guitars.

This entire campaign feels disconnected from players and completely connected to spreadsheets.

That’s how great brands start to decay. Not because competitors catch them. Because they convince themselves that people love the logo more than the product. They don’t.

That’s why this whole thing lands so badly.

It’s petty.

It’s defensive.

It’s short-sighted.

And most importantly, it’s unnecessary.

If Fender wants respect, make better guitars. If Fender wants loyalty, earn it. If Fender wants to remain the standard, stop acting like the standard needs a lawyer.

Because the truth is already out there.

The shape is not the product. The player is.

And if Fender has forgotten that, the damage it’s doing to its own brand may last a lot longer than any body-shape ruling ever will.

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Motley Crue

Back before the internet, rock mythology lived in the gaps. The gaps between announcements and releases. The gaps between rumors and facts. The gaps between what bands said publicly and what was actually happening behind studio doors.

And sometimes those gaps leave behind artifacts.

Like this old UK metal magazine clipping from Kerrang, claiming Mötley Crüe’s next album after “Girls, Girls, Girls” was going to be called “Too Hot To Handle”.

Not a rumor whispered by a fan on Reddit thirty years later. An actual printed story. With a release date. A European tour plan. And a track listing full of songs nobody has ever officially heard.

Now, if you’re under forty, you probably think this means one of two things: Either it was fake or somebody got it wrong.

But that’s because modern audiences don’t understand how information moved in the ‘80s.

Music journalism back then wasn’t journalism in the modern sense. It was half-access, half-chaos, half-propaganda and half-drunk-guy-at-the-bar storytelling. Labels leaked incomplete information. Managers exaggerated. Journalists filled in blanks. Bands changed direction midstream because somebody overdosed, disappeared, got arrested, the label rejected it or the band decided the entire record sucked halfway through recording it.

Especially Mötley Crüe.

Which means this article was likely discussing the project that eventually became “Dr. Feelgood”.

And suddenly the timeline becomes incredibly interesting, because the article mentions a January release schedule.

But “Dr. Feelgood” didn’t come out until August 1989.

So what happened to push the date out?

Nikki Sixx overdose on December 23, 1997. The overdose fundamentally interrupted the momentum of the band. Tours were cancelled. Europe got burned. The machine stalled out.

Maybe “Too Hot To Handle” was the original album title. Maybe those track names were demo titles. Maybe the record was originally intended to be a faster, dirtier continuation of “Girls, Girls, Girls”.
Maybe songs were abandoned after rehab, rewrites and Bob Rock entered the picture.

Because here’s the thing people forget about “Dr. Feelgood”:

That album sounds NOTHING like a band spiraling out of control.

It sounds focused. Massive. Disciplined. Intentional.

Bob Rock basically forced Mötley Crüe to stop behaving like a gang and start behaving like a professional recording act. Vince had to get vocal lessons before he started to record the vocals. The grooves tightened. The hooks became sharper. The production became cinematic. The chaos got filtered into something enormous.

That version of the band did not exist when this article was printed.

And honestly, the album titles themselves tell the story better than anything else.

“Too Hot To Handle” sounds like old Crue. Cartoon sleaze. Sunset Strip excess. Cheap danger.

“Dr. Feelgood” sounds darker. More narcotic. More sinister. Like the party stopped being fun.

One title sounds like a band chasing pleasure. The other sounds like a band trying to survive it.

Does the article prove some lost Mötley Crüe album exists in a vault somewhere.

Maybe it does. Maybe it doesn’t.

What matters is that this article captures a moment before rehab rewrote the band. Before Bob Rock transformed them.

And maybe that’s what made the pre-internet era better.

Mystery.

You didn’t know everything. You weren’t supposed to. The uncertainty was part of the experience.

Now every demo gets uploaded instantly. Which I love by the way. Every studio update becomes social media content. Every rumor gets “fact checked” within ten minutes by people who confuse searchable information with understanding.

But rock mythology was built on incomplete information.

On possibility.

On strange magazine clippings that make you wonder whether somewhere, buried in a storage locker or sitting on an old cassette tape in Nikki Sixx’s archive, there’s an alternate version of Mötley Crüe history labeled:

“Too Hot To Handle”.

P.S.

The full track listing is as follows:
Side One; “You And Me”, “Dollar In My Pocket”, “Too Hot To Handle”, “Poisonous Dreams”, “Highway To Hell”.

Side Two; “Wake Up”, “Dead Man”, “War Of All Wars”, “LA”, “California Girls” (a jazzed up version of the Beach Boys classic).

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Evergrey – Architects Of A New Weave

The older you get, music becomes about connection.

I’ve been on an Evergrey overdose lately. Partly because I had tickets for the May Sydney show before it was postponed until October. Partly because every pre-release track from “Architects Of A New Weave” kept pulling me back.

And partly because Evergrey occupies a unique space in heavy music.

They write about being human.

Fear.

Shame.

Depression.

Identity.

Redemption.

The messy business of surviving yourself.

So while I’m still waiting for my physical copy to make the long journey from Napalm Records Austria to Australia, I’ve spent the last few weeks immersed in this album.

And the more I listen, the more I think this may be Evergrey’s most hopeful record in years.

Not optimistic.

Hopeful.

There’s a difference.

“Architects Of A New Weave” is Evergrey’s fifteenth studio album.

It’s also the second Evergrey record in over two decades that doesn’t feature the songwriting partnership and lead guitar presence of Henrik Danhage. Plenty of reviews have explored that story already, so I won’t spend too much time dwelling on it.

For me, Evergrey begins and ends with Tom Englund. Bands lose members. Bands change. Bands evolve.

Sometimes they survive it. Sometimes they don’t.

When Henrik Danhage and Jonas Ekdahl left during the “Glorious Collision” era, the wounds felt fresh. Tom Englund sounded like a man trying to hold the pieces together.

This feels different.

The Tom Englund of 2026 isn’t the same man we heard in 2011.

He’s more resilient. More grounded. More accepting of life’s imperfections. And that mindset bleeds into every corner of this album.

Joining Englund are Johan Niemann on bass, Rikard Zander on keyboards, and Simen Sandnes on drums. Henrik Danhage appears to be credited for guitars during the recording period, though I’ll confirm that once my physical copy finally lands.

The album was produced by Tom Englund and Vikram Shankar.

Mixed by Adam “Nolly” Getgood. And the mix is massive.

The low end punches. The drums are modern and surgical. The guitars are thick without becoming muddy.

Without Danhage, lead guitar responsibilities naturally shift.

A lot of the melodic identity now seems to come from Tom’s emotional phrasing and Johan Niemann’s increasingly important compositional role.

Johan isn’t just holding down bass anymore. He’s helping shape the sound of modern Evergrey.

The title itself suggests humanity as authors of its own future. Patterns. Scripts. Self-destruction. Transformation. Reconstruction.

The phrase “new weave” implies something important. Life isn’t repaired by returning to the old pattern. It requires creating a new one.

Almost every song wrestles with the same central idea: You cannot become whole by cutting away the damaged parts of yourself. You become whole by incorporating them into the pattern.

That’s the new weave.

Not repair.

Reconstruction.

Welcome To The Pattern

A spoken word sermon.

“Welcome to the pattern. Step into the flame”
“Together, we shape what the world can’t name”

The future always arrives before language catches up to it. That’s why the world resists it.

The invitation here isn’t to observe the fire. It’s to walk into it. To participate in creating something so new that nobody has words for it yet.

The Shadow Self

This darkness, this darkness calling me

Most people think growth is about eliminating the darkness. It isn’t. The shadow isn’t the part of you that needs to be destroyed, it’s the part you’ve buried, ignored, or been taught to fear.

The darkness keeps calling because maturity comes when you stop fighting the shadow and start understanding it.

Architects Of The New Weave

“Architects of a new weave”
“Recreation of you and me”

Most people are trying to repair their lives when they should be redesigning them.

The phrase “new weave” suggests that transformation isn’t about returning to who you were before the mistakes. It’s about creating a new pattern from the threads that remain.

And “Recreation of you and me” is the real revelation. The people who thrive are the ones willing to become someone new when the old version no longer fits.

The World Is On Fire

“I promised you heaven / A promise that I can’t keep it seems”
“My world is on fire / And all I have to take the flames out are these tears that I cry”

The older I get, the more I realize that love isn’t destroyed by bad intentions. It’s destroyed by human limitations.

Life happens. Fear happens. Weakness happens. These lines aren’t about betrayal as much as they’re about the crushing weight of realizing people are incapable of becoming the person someone else needs them to be.

Make sure you check out the section from 2:30 onwards, And stick around for that headbanging outro.

Heaven

I like the energy of the intro with the keys decorating.

“I was always under and never brave”
“I am desire / I am the fire in your eyes”

The question the song really asks isn’t how you become brave, it’s what kind of force you become when you finally stop disappearing.

And check out the part at 2:52, when they borrow from “The Masterplan”.

The Script

You can call in Djent like in feel and mood.

“How do you shape a heart from a fist”
“There is no way out?”

Life hits, and the instinct is to close the hand. Protect the soft parts. Turn vulnerability into armor.

And then it collapses into the real existential panic: “There is no way out?”

It’s a thought people have at 3am.

The uncomfortable truth is there often isn’t a clean exit. Just the slow, brutal work of reshaping the fist into something that can hold instead of strike.

Leaving The Emptiness

If the opening riff doesn’t get the foot tapping and the head nodding, please check for a pulse.

“I am lost and feeling heartless”
“We’re leaving the emptiness behind”

Here’s the catch: emptiness doesn’t get left behind, it gets carried. It just changes shape.

The song is that good that we also get an instrument version of it on the deluxe. Check out my post on it as well.

Longing

The keys in Evergrey changed on “Hymns Of The Broken” album. They became more soundscape and soundtrack like.

And it continued with “Storm Within” and I remember they mentioned a French electronic act called M83 that influenced them a lot for the vibe of the “Storm Within” album.

And then Englund did his Silent Skies project with pianist/composer Vikram Shankar. Funny that this team also co-produced and co-write this album.

And with each album there has been evolution to the keys.

So here we are with “Longing”. A rock song that sits somewhere between rock and metal and pop and whatever new sonic ethereal soundscape is being created and dreamt up.

This song is perfection.

The vocal hooks are memorable, pop like and the lead from 3:34, so simple and sing along like.

“Who are we when the lights go out?”
“How do we find our way again?”

Strip everything away, status, language, performance, identity, and this is the question left standing.

A Burning Flame (Featuring Mikael Stanne)

How good is the title?

From 3:45, I’m addicted to that feel and mood.

“I was lost and found but lost again”
“Be a burning flame forever”

You get better, then you don’t. You understand yourself, then you don’t. You think you’ve broken through, then life quietly resets the puzzle. Progress, regression, recognition, forgetfulness. Over and over.

But the song refuses to stay in that loop. “Be a burning flame forever” is defiance against stagnation.

Maybe the goal was never to stop being lost. Maybe it was to keep burning while you are.

Call Off Your Lions

A 10/10 song. It has all of the Evergrey trademarks and the songwriting is progressive like.

The best part is that “woh-oh-oh” section from 4:33. It’s hopeful and optimistic and it had me singing it as loud as I could.

“Call off your lions”
“Don’t watch your life from the side, let it go”

The lions aren’t protecting you anymore, they’ve become your prison guards. They keep everyone at a distance while convincing you they’re keeping you safe.

“Don’t watch your life from the side.”

That’s the disease of modern existence. Endless observation. Endless analysis. Endless preparation.

We consume other people’s lives through screens while postponing our own. We wait until we’re ready, until we’re healed, until we’re certain. But life doesn’t wait. It keeps moving whether you participate or not.

Chains Of Shame

Press play for the section at 2:31 which builds and then the drums/bass kick in at 2:52 and I’m soaring.

“I am no stranger to darkness, it knows my name and won’t leave me alone”
“These chains of shame we have worn far too long”

Shame convinces you that your mistakes are your identity, that your failures are permanent, that the worst thing you’ve ever done is the truest thing about you.

The darkness is familiar and the chains aren’t imposed by society alone, they’re maintained by the stories we repeat to ourselves.

Sometimes things need to come undone before they can be rebuilt into something worth becoming.

The Prophecy

It’s “Storm Within” rewritten and updated. And I like that section from 2:30.

“I don’t fear anymore, and I know why”
“And the scars that I used to hide now tell a tale of light”

Courage is what remains after you’ve spent enough years being broken by reality that you stop expecting certainty.

And that’s the real prophecy of the song, the realization that suffering can become instruction rather than identity.

Heights

It’s got a broken hearted vocal melody and the “wo-ohs” chants remind me of electronica acts along with acts like Kings Of Leon and 30 Seconds To Mars.

The track is also a bonus track on the Deluxe Edition.

“I don’t know who I am without fear”
“Keep faking the way that I smile”

What happens when fear becomes your identity?

That’s the uncomfortable question asked. After enough years of anxiety, people-pleasing, and self-protection, fear stops feeling like an emotion and starts feeling like a personality.

You don’t know who you’d be without it because you’ve built an entire life around managing it.

Oxygen

I like that 3:18 section.

“I can’t do this hurt, so why go on, dream on at all?”
“Wish I was strong just like you”

At some point, pain stops being an event and starts becoming a lens. Everything gets filtered through it. Possibility shrinks.

And then comes the comparison trap. “Wish I was strong just like you.”

We all do this. Most of the people we admire are simply carrying burdens we can’t see.

Progressive isn’t all about technical fast passages and intricate time changes. The term progressive also includes songwriting structures, sounds that create moods, the mashing up of different styles, yet the artist still stays true to their style.

And this is what Evergrey is doing here. Staying true to their style.

“Architects Of A New Weave” doesn’t reinvent the band’s sound.

And after fifteen albums, that’s a far more impressive achievement than reinvention.

Ultimately this album isn’t about architects. It’s about survivors.

That’s the prophecy. That’s the burning flame. That’s the shadow self. That’s the new weave.

And that’s why I’ll still be listening when the physical copy finally arrives from Austria.

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The Riff That Outlived 80’s L.A Metal

I’ve never liked the term “hair metal.” It’s a label invented after the fact, mostly by record companies, journalists, and industry people who needed a tidy box to file a messy, competitive, and surprisingly diverse wave of rock music into something they could package and sell.

It reduces a whole era of players, many of them serious musicians with deep influences, from blues to Van Halen to classic rock, into a joke about appearance. The reality is they were all just playing rock music, each with their own tone, writing approach, and intent. The label flattens all of that into a stereotype, and once that happens, people stop listening properly.

There’s a moment right at the start of “Lay It Down” by Ratt where everything you’ve been told about “hair metal” quietly falls apart. Not in some dramatic, cinematic explosion, just a clean, surgical collapse. Because that opening riff from Warren DeMartini doesn’t sound like image. It sounds like intent.

You can hear it immediately if you’re paying attention. The low string isn’t just chugging, it’s anchoring. A pedal tone acting like a pulse under everything. On top of that, notes stretch out in ways that feel slightly uncomfortable, like your hands wouldn’t naturally fall there.

And then there’s the melody hiding inside the rhythm, not announced, not spotlighted, just woven in.

And yeah, you can trace the bloodline straight back to Eddie Van Halen. “Unchained” is sitting right there in the DNA.

You can fake your way through a lot of 80s material. Power chords, gain, energy, you’re in the ballpark. But this one doesn’t let you hide. The stretches are awkward. The timing breathes instead of sitting rigid. The muting has to be controlled or the whole thing turns to mush.

It feels effortless when you hear it. It feels impossible when you try to execute it properly.

And that’s why it keeps coming back up in guitarist conversations decades later, while a lot of its peers sit comfortably in nostalgia playlists. It isn’t just a memory trigger. It’s a benchmark.

Most riffs are written to be played in the moment. This one was written to outlive it.

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Dave Meniketti, Y&T and the Fight For Your Life

There are bands that become brands. And then there are bands that become lifers.

Y&T belongs to the second category.

Which is why most people missed them. Because the culture trains you to chase explosions. First-week sales. But rock and roll was built by road dogs. Bands willing to drive through snowstorms to play to 200 people in a club that smelled like stale beer and wet denim.

That’s where Y&T came from.

Back in 1974, before the branding, before the anniversary tours, before nostalgia became an industry, the band was called “Yesterday & Today”, a name borrowed from The Beatles. And like every hard rock band clawing its way out of garages and bars, they looked half dangerous and half ridiculous. Long hair. Tight pants. Big amps. No guarantees.

Just volume and belief.

And here’s the thing younger audiences don’t fully understand about that era: There was no shortcut.

You built a following city by city. State by state. You played a city enough times that it stopped being a market and started feeling like home. Meniketti says anywhere within five hours of the Bay Area felt local to them.

That’s how careers were built before algorithms decided who deserved visibility. You earned it physically.

The road was the filter.

And if you survived long enough, eventually you ended up sharing stages with giants.

Dave Meniketti talks about touring Europe with AC/DC in 1982 on the “For Those About To Rock” tour like a man remembering the moment the scale of rock music fully revealed itself as a sea of leather and blue jeans.

Think about that image for a second. No phones in the air. No influencers backstage. No corporate activations.

Just identity.

People didn’t attend those shows to create content. They went because rock music was part of who they were.

And AC/DC… they weren’t just successful. They were undeniable. One of those bands that made every other group either rise or disappear.

For Y&T, that tour became validation. Timing met preparation.

Because history rewrites success as inevitability. But careers are timing mixed with survival. Miss the window by two years and the story changes completely.

Then there’s the other side of ‘80s hard rock.

The insanity.

Y&T toured with Mötley Crüe in 1985, and Meniketti tells a story about Crüe’s manager approaching them and saying:

“Keep some of your guys away from our band.”

Which is hilarious when you remember who he’s talking about.

Rock bands back then were unstable chemistry experiments with Marshall stacks.

And yet here’s what separates the survivors from the casualties:

Integrity.

That’s Meniketti’s word, not mine.

He says the secret is integrity with the live show, integrity with the fans, integrity in how they perform.

And that sounds simple until you realize how rare it is.

Most bands eventually start treating the audience like a pension fund. Same setlist. Same speeches. Same tired motions repeated under spotlights for people buying memories instead of experiences.

But fans know. We always know.

We can feel when a band still means it.

That’s why Y&T still draws people decades later. Not because they were the biggest band. Not because they had the most hits. But because they never stopped believing in the thing itself.

The songs. The stage. The connection. The volume.

People think longevity comes from preserving youth. It doesn’t. It comes from preserving purpose.

At the end of the interview, Meniketti says there’s no retirement plan. No exit strategy.

“We’re just going to keep going until we drop.”

That’s not a slogan.

That’s identity.

And reading that 2013 interview in 2026 changes everything.

The classic lineup was still part of the living. But time does what time always does. Since that interview, Y&T lost Phil Kennemore, Leonard Haze and Joey Alves, leaving Meniketti as the last surviving member of the classic era.

And yet the band never stopped.

Meniketti kept touring. Kept singing. Kept carrying the weight of the songs forward like they still mattered. And maybe that’s because to him they do.

And Meniketti kept creating. Acoustic records. Documentaries. Touring schedules that would exhaust musicians half his age. Not because he had to. Because stopping never seemed natural to him.

Sorry this was a large digression.

The post is about “Fight For Your Life” from Contagious (1987), the first record after the jump to Geffen, the moment Y&T stepped into the “big label” world where everything is supposed to get cleaner, bigger, more commercial… and somehow this track still feels dangerous.

The intro and main riff carry that unmistakable chromatic climb, there’s a clear lineage back to something like “Kashmir”, not in imitation but in DNA. That slow, ascending tension that feels like it’s dragging the whole song upward by force.

You can also hear echoes of “Too Late for Love” era Def Leppard in the emotional architecture of it, melodic, but never soft. Then the pre-chorus hits and it shifts gears entirely. It goes full NWOBHM, tight, aggressive, no excess fat, just pure tension waiting to snap.

And then the chorus opens up like it’s trying to break out of the studio walls. Vocally it sits comfortably in the same emotional lane as “Pyromania” era hooks, big, wide, unapologetically melodic without losing its edge.

And the solo doesn’t just arrive, it escalates. It keeps building, stacking layers of intensity until it feels like it’s running out of structural permission to continue, and then it pushes anyway.

Lyrically the core isn’t excess, it’s erosion.

“First the pleasure, then the pain”

Every lifecycle that feels like freedom eventually starts collecting interest.

“Dream a million dreams of gold”

Exposes the illusion engine, ambition reframed as control, when in reality it’s just momentum with no steering wheel attached.

“it goes on and on”

The real psychological trap; not the behavior itself, but the inability to mentally exit it while still inside it.

Nothing here is invented in isolation. Riffs borrowed from somewhere, reshaped through different hands, turned into something slightly new but emotionally familiar.

And when it hits right, like it does here, you stop caring where it came from. You just feel the voltage.

Crank it up.

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The Record I Almost Didn’t Buy and Couldn’t Escape: Marillion – Script For A Jester’s Tear

You don’t find Marillion. They find you.

Or more accurately, you hear about them sideways.

For me it wasn’t some critic, not some curated “essential albums” list. It was Dream Theater blowing up with “Images and Words”, and Mike Portnoy talking like a fan, not a technician. That’s the tell. When a virtuoso stops talking about chops and starts talking about feeling, you pay attention.

So I went digging. Early ’90s. Second-hand record store. Dust, cracked plastic CD cases, history stacked alphabetically.

And there it was: “Script for a Jester’s Tear”.

I’d seen it before. That cover lingered. You don’t forget it. The Jester, fragile, theatrical, cracked open emotionally. The kind of image that promises something deeper than hooks. Conceived by Fish, brought to life by Mark Wilkinson. Not decoration, invitation.

Still, I didn’t buy it the first time. Two bucks felt like a commitment when you’re chasing every other ’80s record you think you “need.” Funny how that works. You chase quantity until something forces you to sit still and actually feel.

This record does that.

It doesn’t care about your verse-chorus expectations. It doesn’t ask permission. It builds moods. It stretches. It circles back. It trusts you to stay.

And then there’s that middle section. Around the two-minute mark through four. That’s where the mask slips.

The structure shouldn’t work on paper, verse feel, then a lead break, then back again, but emotionally it locks in. Not because it’s clever. Because it’s honest. The music doesn’t resolve, it returns. Like memory. Like regret. Same place, slightly different weight.

And then the words hit:

So here I am once more in the playground of the broken hearts.

That’s not just a line. That’s a pattern. That’s someone recognizing they’ve been here before and still walked back in. No illusion of progress. Just awareness.

One more experience, one more entry in a diary, self-penned.

That’s the quiet brutality of self-reflection. Nobody else to blame. You wrote this chapter.

Yet another emotional suicide overdosed on sentiment and pride.

That’s the real tell. Not heartbreak. Ego. You didn’t just feel too much, you chose it. You leaned into it. Pride kept you there.

Too late to say I love you, too late to re-stage the play.

There’s no rewrite. No director’s cut. The window closed while you were thinking about it.

Abandoning the relics in my playground of yesterday.

That’s the only move left. Not victory. Not redemption. Just… leaving.

That’s why the playground imagery works. Swings. Roundabouts. Motion without progress. Up and down, but you end up where you started. And the line:

I’m losing on the swings, I’m losing on the roundabouts.

It cuts because it strips the illusion. There’s no winning version of this cycle.

And that’s the thing about this song. It doesn’t pretend resolution. Even “The game is over” doesn’t feel triumphant. It feels like someone finally putting the controller down because they’re tired of losing the same level.

The Jester’s tear? That’s the whole thesis. Not just sadness. Not just regret. It’s the awareness of both. The performance and the truth colliding. Smiling while something inside you caves in.

And then that quiet confession:

I never did write that love song, the words just never seemed to flow.

That’s the line that lingers. Because it’s not about writing. It’s about saying the thing when it mattered. And not doing it.

No guitar heroics fix that. No structure saves it. No time rewinds it.

That’s why this record sticks. It doesn’t overwhelm you with complexity, it traps you with recognition.

You’ve been in that playground.

You just didn’t have the words for it yet.

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